FASTING MONTH WITHOUT FAMILY

Yesterday, my mama called me & wishes me HAPPY FASTIN! we talked about my baju fer raya, mama made me 5 bju kurung!waaaaaa.:D leb u mom. Suddenly a question came from her made me realize that im fastin without my fam.Mama asked me " pa ida makan tuk sahur nanti?".OMG! im will have my sahur without them.. I ussually sahur seeing Baba eating slowly and heard his chewing the food slowly, Mama eat as fast as lighting , Abg Man with his 10cent face and Kak Icun and me eating with our hair like witches.hahaha.but now im eating alone but with ma friends larr.i always eat rice fer sahur but now i only eat bread&&nestum.How sad is this?? Out of no where, my tears fall while im talking to mama. she was shocked and pursuading me that she promises to cook fer me.haha :D and said that she love me.im soo touched. Almost all my friends went back to their town for the 1st day of ramadhan.arrrgghh! wyh la tawau is so far away...if not im fer sure will go back there every weekend to hugg my mama&baba.
This week so many things had happend sad,happy,crushed,annoyed&relief.so im abit sensitive rite now.wakakak
but one question i wanna ask to this 2 person(let it be mysecret)

HOW COULD U DO THIS TO ME?!!